Poor My Gmail

    just checked my gmail...after a long time. tak bukak sebab takut tengok mail and poofs! im right! email debate belambak macam spam! almost cried cuz i dont feel like im part of the community! semua pasal factsheet! i better print those out.

    i cant speak cuz im fuckin scared! entahla takut apa! takut tersalah cakap. so i stay invisible. sedih. and lately, i gained weight. i'm fat sangat,cuz i ate lots of chocolate-im stress and sad! nak jog bebanyak, kao tengok aku nak kurus balik. humph.

  hari tu ingat nak visit my teacher at school kejap, maybe to get some advice on debate arena... tapi pon, takut nak pegi. im a looossseeeerrrrr (only me cant say that, watch it!)

   i dont think i wanna be a great debater; world champion? ridiculous. angan kosong. loser speakin.
   i know what my problems are. i just cant get my head straight.