my man has been around for me too much now. we fight mostly. baik-baik kejap, gaduh. not sure anymore if this is what they call the expiration date, or this is the consequence to my boring life.
got offered to pursue master in adelaide. i was scared at first, but now that i am bored and feeling lonely, i really wana go and find something new. ive gotta change this. im gonna make everything looks good now. looks dangerous. alah, macam budak2. i need excitement. and i need to do this alone. or with some strangers. its time i think, to leave my man for a while. he has his own work to do, he doesn't need me anyway. plus, he need time for himself, he doesnt think of me that much pun, heck, barely. alright i better stop here before its i blurt something too personal. the point is, im gona learn to give him space now. no, its not a break up yet.. but he might gona ended up regretting this.. or i will. its just the matter who first.
here's what i need to do:
1. get some fresh air, new perspectives..
2. get exercise and shave those extra kilos.
3. have fun more and try to survive without him. hope this could refresh everything.
4. GO to adelaide, no matter what, and hope i'll find better new things there. i know its waiting for me.
here's some song to cheer me up, hope this will lift my spirit:
i have too many wishful thoughts now. i shall live it. i should.
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