Not giving A damn

I should stop think. i should start not giving damn.


Again?


yeah i was once like that. i dont give a damn whats happening in my surrounding. i was alone and i only share my happiness with myself. say what a loser i am all u want, but u can never guess how contented i was back then.what changes me?

i met people. friends. and i started share feelings. i started to care. i started loving.
but i care too much and it hurts. i guess i should stop care, and not giving a damn of what the one i love think or wanna do.
sounds a lot like an asshole.

yeah. people hurt. and change. but that doesnt mean you should turn into an asshole.
:)

maybe, just maybe,

i should stop think, and only care when it is in front of my eyes.
when people want me to.

i want to be a mother, who could bring happiness to her husband and her children.



PS: i would love to marry myself. i may not be perfect for other, but i love my character. i wish i met someone out there who think just like me. i want to marry that guy.
a guy that loves me more than himself.
because i'm gonna love him more than myself.