A Huge Fight

So last week my family and I went to Sabah for a holiday trip. my oldest sister worked there and cant get a leave for raya so we decided to visit her. took us to all places in Sabah. the trip was OK at first, but then a huge fight happened.

then the person who started it all decided to go back, and then only the trip was getting better. of course my mom werent feeling right, but we decided to distract her from her sadness.

before that earlier i got a huge fight with my man. but it was over and im glad it was. soon getting back from sabah my mom had to go to langkawi so my sister above me had to stayed with me at home. it wasnt hard if no shouting or stupid lecture involved in that house, whats more coming from not both of us. our ears figuratively bleed. i had a sick time.

i work for a lecturer as a research assistant currently, just got it yesterday. hope she'll be nice and hear me out. i'm gonna do my work best and hopefully, get advises from her.

my man had been really tough with me these past few days. i really am proud of him. i've been having a real rough time and he's been bearing me, my grumpiness.  though he wasnt doing it well - we keep having a small fight due to my stressed and he doesn't know how to sooth me well - i appreciate his effort to calm me down. He still refuses to break up with me and when i ask why, he said he just hope i could pass my hard times as soon as possible,he'd wait for me to be happy again. He's being patient and not breaking up with me although ive been making mess, thats really outstanding.
As gifts from Sabah, i bought not only for him, but also his family.

Asma, my bestfriend eversince i was 10, helped me a lot. she's kind and always be there for me. how could i forget her at my difficult times? she always provides me a proper solution, solutions that i wana hear. All in all, I thank God for still sending me these people when im in such difficulties. Alhamdulillah.


but one thing for sure, with all the people you have around you, at the end of the day, you stand alone.
sadly i wasnt strong enough.

PS: im gonna change my blog's link again, just to be safe. for those who are actually following my stories and wana know my new link, do ask me, as the new link will be activated as my next post published.