*Beautiful*

That man i always dropped my tears for, i miss him. I am in a place far away from him, separated by seas and islands..

that man who always hurt my feelings, i miss him.

that man who i always hate for loving him too much, i miss him.
because i know he is improving for me.
because i know he is changing for me.
because i know he is struggling for me.
i know he wants the best for our relationship.
i cant see it, i could feel it.

i keep thinking about him wherever i go.
he is my life.
he is my love.

and what im afraid the most is happening.
that a man has stole my heart away.
now i cant wait to meet him back.


sad,
how wrong i am,
when there's another priority that i should put first.

i should recover myself.
and take that heart back.