Restriction

Bismillahirahmanirahim..


you dont restrict the freedom of speech.


you REPLY it, with wisdom. make them think again.

because if you restrict, people will hate. and thats how anger operate.
:)

      expect less, lower your heart attack. been trying hard to do that lately. besides, it lowers my dissapointment. i can never stop writing, so i wonder if i should go into hiding. diary kat bilik pun macam dah berhabuk (well, metafora je sume tu). talking about diary, i actually been keeping diaries since i was in high school. bile bace balik, memang macam baca buku cerita. i guess pengaruh daripada hobi membaca novel genre chick flicks kot. penulisan tentang pandangan dunia gadis remaja yang comel, hehe. adelah dalam 3-4 jilid gitu. tak banyak, sebab aku  tulis bile rase nak tulis, bukan tulis hari2.

     cuma bile tulis diary, kita sorang yang tahu. tak dapat nak tanya pendapat orang lain. my problem is, i want to ask others' opinions, without letting people around me knowing about it. i guess if i want them to know, i'd go straight and ask them,personally.

"men go to their caves, women talk."

     sometimes i want my own space. i dream about it. i want to go to a random place, a place where no one knows me and i know nobody. but people are so friendly, they hear me. but they'll never know me, we'll never gonna meet again. i can talk without restriction. i hear others' honest opinion in a softer version (since we always speak polite to strangers).

the internet.
    the problem with the internet is that, people are so gullible (vocab baru belaja ni), especially the girls lah kan. bad guys DO EXIST out there.

i spoke to the Befrienders once; they dont know me, i dont know them. it helped. but to talk to them again is something i wouldnt do again, because i dont like to wait. of course i understand that they have lots of clients.  till then, my alternative is blogging.

which ive been a lot lazier to write nowadays.

i used to be so rajin, i wrote so many things here. i guess people arent interested to know your story when you posted it in your blog, apetah lagi nak komen. but what the ell. its your blog anyway. if people dont like it, then leave it lah weh. nak jaje cerita orang, jajelah, well pandai tulis, pandailah tanggung. but why the eck lah you need to jaje2 cerita orang? i mean, tak perlu, tak matang, and plus, tak dapat duit. unless you turn it into movie, then maybe ade kot profit. if it interesting enough, otherwise orang kutuk kau je weh.
unless you are spies or stalkers yang di upah, thats another whole story, adelah jugak profit~

"kalau kite tak boleh senangkan orang lain, takpayah menyusahkan pulak."

well said. heard this over and over again from kakteh and andi.

okay aku ade banyak sketch and keje nak kene buat lagi ni. questions been queuing in my mind. bersarang. tapi rasenye malas nak keluarkan. i mean, as long as they didnt cause any trouble to me, why should i care, right? lepak chill, enjoy jelah moment yang ade ni.

appreciate more.