Macam Post Raya, Tapi Belum Raya Lagi.

Bismillahirahmanirahim...

been a while?
haha biaselah my posts.
bizilah katekan. bizi ke?
iye, bizi.

somehow this Ramadhan banyak jugak dugaannye.
dugaan yang aku paling boring sekali
ialah aku macam tak kesah plak
jadik gemuk
cis. padahal dulu akulah yang paling kecik.
bile nak kurus? aku cam tak kisah.
i'm not happy bout it,
but certainly does not feel like
i wanna do something about it.
(#eh #tipuke)

one good thing i can tell is
that i finally put Kaed above anything.
sebab nak tahun akhir ke?
anyway i lost my heart dah for debate
i mean, i love debate, but not debating
*sobs sounds fake? entahle

raya is coming soon,
and guess what?
No PURPLE baju raya for me this year!
bukan nak jadi budak gemuk yang kuat merungut sangat,
tapi i feel a bit different cuz
every year aku pakai baju purple
even pegi kelas pun hari2 purple
tho sometimes orang tanye
"tak boring ke?"
not once!
i love it! it's my identity!

anyway aku bersyukur masih merase baju raye serba baru
masih dikurniakan nikmat
kalau orang2 miskin
takde baju pon.
dapat ape pon ambil je dengan gembire.

my baju raya (for now) are
Blue and pinkish peach(?) in colour.
2 pairs.
wait, if its a jubah do you call it pairs?
bacause, you know, jubah kan cam.. baju je, takde kain,
like, a piece, from top to bottom, kan?
2 jubahs thats for sure. originally from Egypt.
bought by aminah, my little sister.
debu pasir egypt sume hado. beli tepi jalan katenye.
tapi umi cakap nak bawak pegi beli baju kurung sepasang
hope umi ade duitlaa
im hoping at least my baju kurung is gonna be purple

raya got loads to do.
abangcik asked few days ago, to decorate
the house.
masa ni la aku nak asah bakat aku.
HAHA!
duit jangan risau katenye.
maklumlee
sejak dah keje ni, abang aku tu la paling kaye.
bilelaaaaaa agaksnye aku nak jadi kaye.

i wish i had all the time in the world.
i wish time belongs to me.

semahu mana pun aku,
aku hanya insan lemah.
mampu bersyukur.
:)


* belum selamat hari raya lagilah.
P/S: feel like sleeping all day long tapi ada homework due dah dekat.