Mixing The Cool, and Cute.

Assalamualaikum..


   been a while kan? sorry. ni kerja baru habis. dah perlahan sikit. kalau tengok carta tidur aku pun semakin meningkat. carta malas pun sama. hmm.. risau final exam pulak.

   pernah sekali i hoped i'd stop writing about love. i mean, this isn't a love blog. i dunno why i have to nag about love anyway.

   somehow aku, si gadis melayu, terasa perlu menulis sesuatu, tentang itu. tentang sesuatu yang complicated itu. tentang itu yang sering buat kita tersenyum, menangis semua. entah kenapa ya, kenapa. chinese guy appear to be more appealing to me. vincent chong, jeremy teo, Jay chou and nigahiga(haha?). they appears to me more appealing than aaron aziz, awal shaari or aqasha. bukan racist but realitinya, women or men, they would attracted to those in the same race. because of genetic, i guess. chinese attracted to chinese. malays to malays, indians to indians and so forth.

:)

jay chou in Kung Fu Dunk. watch the movie, and you'll understand the coolness + cuteness i'm talking about.

   i like everything about chinese except for one, vey big, thing. Religion. chinese seems to be more gelabah. of course not all but that can be seem well. if the a cute chinese boy, just entered islam (mualaf), kinda modest and all that coolness, gawd theres no way im gonna say no to him. but in the mean time, chinese seems to be cute and appealing. of course, this does not applies to gangsters.

   my friends said i like the guys who appeared to be 'jambu'. it means the guy has fair skin and perfect 'beautiful' face. to tell the truth, i'd say yes to the fair skin, but no to perfect 'beautiful' face. because i'm not a perfectionist. the perfect face always has this perfectionist characteristic,which i dont like, besides, they don't seem to be innocent to me anyway.

    the most expensive and exclusive characteristic i've been searching is modest. with modesty comes all the coolness. and coolness is what attracts me. coolness + cute attitude = chinese boy. fuh. yang bila tengok muka,tersorok segala noda dan dosa. buat kaki aku hilang pedoman. jatuh. melutut.

but don't worry, all these thing i just said cumalah bahan sampingan. tak pernah pulak amik serious. in fact, love isn't my priority.

cuma, terpanggil untuk menulis tentang ini.
tentang perasaan si gadis melayu, tentang si pemuda cina.