Hell days arent over yet,you see. finals are coming! however im like lost(?) cuz its like my speed is being cut off. i mean, last tuesday was our final presentation. so of course as usual we're kinda busy and stuffs and am sorry am not in the mood of posting pictures here..well maybe later. but after the presentation? WOAH! SNAP! IM LOST! its like i broke my leg! i havent breath well the whole semester and now my work is done? i havent slept well, been sleeping in classes, and now its all over? WHAT A SLAP UPON MY FACE! i forgot how to get relax and just read the books! i really do! #Damn. i forgot how to even make notes! #Shit. And now i even cursed! $%^&*%^&* okay enough.
as usual new semester new things ive learned. i've learned.... (now i sounded like Jojo's Circus (WHAAAT kantoi i watched that cartoon show) ) that dude, friends are important but DONT rely on them, DONT put expectations nor hope (especially) on them. why? because they'll break your heart easily. easier that a lover would do cuz eventually, you'll meet them back. easy said, friends of laugh,eat,joy are everywhere, but hey, sadly friends of tears are hard to find. i may not be one of good friends, so guide me. i like people to speak up to me rather then bad mouthing me behind my back. cuz thats stupid and annoying, nothing good out of it and ridiculously stupid childish. stop being immature ignorant. gawd.
this semester are the toughest among all ive had so i bet next semester would be even tougher. i hate people use my thing i really hate it. NOT if you have permission. so do ask my permission first before you take it, that wasnt so hard! if not, then RETURN it after you use it! i dont mind if you use it without my permission, at least dont leave a proof. yeah call me stingy but that thing you use,i paid it with notes called money, and hell yeah it is to be earned! so at least if you wanna use it,go ahead but PLEASE return it! im not rich mind you, i dont use iphone nor blackberry cuz i couldnt afford it. even samsung galaxy tab nor ipad, dude, im not that rich. i only use free wifi to get internet on my phone,not bills! gosh, im not rich,you get me?
btw, my project this sem: Recreational hub. the roof part credited to phygenius- check out his blog- hahaharamjadah.blogspot.com. not much but he helped. help me like his page please: https://www.facebook.com/GLOBAL.MOVEMENT.OF.MODERATES
but most of the time he helped his girlfriendlah i guess. seronok pulak tengok orang tua-tua yang nak kawin ni. haha XD
oh, what am i doing. im not here to blab nor getting angry. but seriously, my life right now? is sad. fudging sad. im in the middle of struggling myself. im trying to lose some weight! thats right! i consume herbalife right now. after being forced by my sister. AND was challenged by afiq afify to get skinny next semester. im obese. yeah,im that fat. so im gonna proof them i can do it. except which im currently not. #Damn.
another reason reason why i wanna be skinny is because that guy which i like, like a skinny girl. so i hate that guy, and that skinny girl. imma proof to him you get lost cuz heck im pretty too when im much skinnier but damn i wont look at you. gosh i wonder how do i look when im skinnier. HAHAHA must.work.hard.
and am stressed over exam cuz i havent read a single letter. my room is a huge mess. im sick. and when im stress, i ate chocolate, then HOW THE HELL AM I GONNA GET SKINNY?! i skipped classes. been sleeping all the while. now my life is a mess too and im stress. #DoubleDamn.
how can i write in english so fast (who cares bout grammar) when i keep stuttering if i speak in english? demmit.
oh sorry bout all the cursing. man i need a rehab. :(
chill. i love this one so much.
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