Miracle, by chance, help me get my english go excellent!

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  Ya Allah, i really hope i could overcome this. i've tried hard, wasn't it enough yet? i just cant understand how choosy people could be. why do i have to face such cruelty?i just wish my english could go excellent. i just got nobody to practice with. yes, i am so sad.

i never thought all my dreams could washed away just like that. and being emo isn't my favourite thing. and to build the strength could be the hardest thing.....


wanna cry so badly i just need the right person to talk and help me. just who? ='''((((