Self- Reminder.

   done second minor, individual presentation. after nights of non-sleeping - lesser at least. no, i'm not gonna tell how was my presentation. not as long as i can hold it, i'll shut up.

    i felt depressed past few days. very depressed. i asked a brilliant student how to deal with it, he came up with a wonderful solution. it made me smile. :)

   but Asma gave me a great one. she says that maybe my solat wasnt perfect enough. maybe something is wrong somewhere.

   Arif said this to me once, "kalau kita ada masa untuk Allah, insya Allah, Allah akan permudahkan jalan kita." he is arif, to me he is.

   so i spend longer time in my prayer. careful i am, as best as i could. then i ask, all that i want for my life, and i did some muhasabah. how small i am! so now, solat is like a therapy for me. just that, its better. because no one hears me except The Creator. so i could say everything. its like talking to a bestfriend. you cant see Him, but you believe, and you knew, He listens.

i found this.
   Allah loves the believers who ask from Him, and supplicate constantly. The Holy Prophet has said that on the Day of Judgment, two men with very similar deeds will enter Heaven. One of them will see that the other is granted a rank above him. He will ask Allah: "My Lord! We have the same actions. Why have you preferred him over me"? Allah will reply, "He asked from Me, and you did not".  [click here for more]

    whenever bad things happen, just call Him. you dont have to shout, whatever method, He hears you. and you'll calm a bit. i did. and i like it. :)


thanks Asma, for reminding me. 
and thanks to my best-nice-(sometimes cruel)-but still-a-wonderful-trainer who changed his mind. he continues to be our trainer again this sem. 


if life
is at a low and cannot get any worse, it only means
things can get better

-my trainer

   Sejla said, "better days will come... :) " as i said 'sad things happen these days' because she didnt join debate.

i'm lucky to have such nice people to said these thing to me. it really cheered me up. i'm glad. Good friends are hard to find, so if you found them, dont let them go.

somehow, if we ever feel depressed, just remember, ask Lord to make it easier. He'll help. :) we just have to hold on, and be patient.